Oh yes, I'm a life model! I'm going to write what I can remember about this here..
I have modelled now for about 9 years (NINE?!) and have been in various different poses for various different artists and clubs. I model most for Neil Moore, John at Park Street, Tamzin at Warwick, and I did model for Sarah at Warwick too until she asked if I wanted to go for a cup of tea with her and she's never asked me back.. (if she had just said 'I want you to wank for me' or something we could have worked something out, but the 'is it a relationship; thing wouldn't have worked..
Anyway an artist called trish trinder has drawn me recently in a drawing/painting called 'one odd sock' in which I am posed naked but for one sock in the warwick fusilier colours on my left foot - its kind of a statement piece on the loss of limbs in war, but as the title doesn't indicate this, and she wasn't allowed to have a description, in the current exhibition a lot of people aren't getting that its a military sock at all.. much less a local military sock, so the trust of the piece is lost.. sadly!
I have only really been propositioned another couple of times. Once by a really hot german girl who I had a thing for until she gained a boyfriend, and that sort of cooled it off. My other one was a girl who I fancied like crazy but had convinced myself she was too young, but then after a few weeks (and again after she had gained a boyfriend) she saw me in a pub and told me she had fancied me loads... damn it.. !
Anyway the last thing I need at the moment is to get into shagging relationships - I want to sodding start my life properly. I don't know why but somehow people, girls never really want to have anything proper with me no matter how much I feel for them. Shame really, I feel I'm still holding back to do everything I love with my partner for life, but I end up doing most of it alone.